I am presenting the results of an RV session entitled: "The entity Neale Donald Walsch contacted, described in the 'Conversations with God' book series."
From the very beginning, I sense a very positive energy, candy-like, rainbow-colored, flooding me like infinite, unconditional love 💖. However, I don't feel any consciousness akin to a human being or a soul: the nature of this energy is completely different. Nor can you communicate with it on a rational level, but rather with the heart and emotions. It resembles a very primal, elemental force, cutting through the fabric of reality, like gravity or time. She is like a mother: gentle, warm, understanding, with an incredible gift of patience, and if she were to apply it to all people on Earth, we would achieve instant paradise. There would be no suffering, no struggle, no selfishness; everyone would love everyone else and work for the common good. This energy is what would save humanity from itself, a true Age of Aquarius. Therefore, it is one of the possible solutions for a bright future for humanity.
After exploring the topic after the session (which takes place blindly), I conclude that all the characteristics of this energy perfectly match the Source - God 👁️⃤, understood as an impersonal emanation of the fundamental nature of reality. However, I wonder why we don't see and experience it universally in our lives on Earth. Is it separated from us by something or someone? What is our planet and humanity like that is so utterly different from the sugary love of the Source?
I will quickly divide my considerations into three topics: matter ⚛, biological life 🧬 and human/soul 🚶.
- ⚛ Matter and energy in the known Universe, in their pure form, are constantly changing and transforming. All processes in isolated systems strive for increased entropy, meaning maximum energy dispersion and equalization of disorder. There is movement, there is action, unconscious or perhaps even conscious in some way, but there is no aggression or other negative traits programmed into it,
- 🧬 What about biological life on Earth? It is total, uncontrolled, aggressive growth, limited only by available resources and other organisms. It is based on the predatory theft of energy from the environment and other living organisms, starting with the primary energy coming from the Sun. The only goal is to seize it, survive, and reproduce. Globally, what counts is the ability to quickly adapt to changing environmental conditions and fill all possible niches, total expansionism and Darwinism. No organism or species can exist in an unchanging form for too long, because, in the case of success, it will consume all the resources around it, or, in the case of failure, it will leave no descendants and become extinct. Life as a whole is therefore something like a virus in the fabric of matter and energy of the Universe (like Planet Ego in the movie Guardians of the Galaxy v2),
- 🚶 And now the human species enters the arena: a sentient animal, intelligent, conscious, it appears to be the ultimate predator. It controls, consumes, and transforms matter and energy around it on an unprecedented scale, even expanding its species and all life beyond its home planet, a feat hitherto unattainable for any other life form. Yet it appears to be profoundly different from the rest of life:
- A relatively short lifespan works to the detriment of both the individual and society as a whole. When, after decades of existence, they can finally begin to effectively utilize the knowledge and experience accumulated with age, they encounter biological limitations: infirmity and death. Only the invention of language and writing (and culture) allows for the effective transmission of knowledge to subsequent individuals and generations,
- Humans possess abstract thought and use it not only for the sophisticated satisfaction of their basic earthly needs. They have, for example, flashes of memories of their physical existence before birth and after death. They create complex abstract models of reality, calling it science, but also religion. Regardless of time and cultural location, they constantly seek something greater, broader, unknown, invisible. They demonstrate an unspoken disagreement with the conditions surrounding them, as if they felt that what they experience with their basic senses is not everything. They search for Spirit, for a part of themselves that has been lost for some reason, they search for God,
- One feels that one lives in a strange dualism, that one doesn't fit one's biological role. One wonders why one finds oneself in this situation. What is the planet on which one lives: an opportunity for difficult experiences intended to elevate and develop oneself (or one's spiritual self)? Or is it perhaps a prison or some other form of coercion or deception? Who benefits from being an Consciousness souls spirits in a human body: oneself or some other being?
- When he finds the infinite, unconditional, rainbow love of the Source, he immediately feels that this is where he comes from! That's where his Home is, that's where he should be all the time! So why isn't it widely visible in every aspect of life on Earth? Is it blocked or separated by something/someone? One can try to transform the existing system for the better from within, using small steps and individual actions. However, throughout history, no one has succeeded on a global scale, as if it were planned, impossible to succeed, as if biology itself were the ultimate limit and obstacle,
Based on the information from this RV session, I have the impression that there is a dualism: biological life and spirit. Simply being on Earth in a biological form and subject to its laws imposes a primal, animalistic, aggressive way of feeling and acting: to survive. Only the shedding of the physical shell through death and release into pure consciousness of the soul/spirit allows us to dissolve completely into the primordial nature of the infinite energy of love, called Source. While here on Earth, we can only imitate and seek a substitute for this state. I will leave open for now the mystery of why and for what purpose this happens. Sometimes simply asking the right question is already a huge leap and an opportunity for further exploration and development.
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- rounded, spiral, figure eight, gentle, describes a circle, a loop, occupies a specific area,
- changes slowly, gently, unhurriedly, the movement is almost distinguished, gentle but precise,
- AOL: Tai-Chi energy and hand movements,
- Multicolored, rainbow-colored energy strands resemble a winding ribbon. The energy surrounds something, encircles it, like an aura. A rainbow cloud, like cotton candy, surrounds a pointed shape,
- this rainbow emanation is definitely positive, pleasant, vital, I inhale it with my nose, I taste it,
- AOL: golden aura around holy figures in religious icons,
- AOL: image of the Virgin Mary with baby Jesus with golden auras,
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- the energy itself is not a consciousness or a separate entity, but it has the following characteristics: positive, healthy, energizing, cheerful, uplifting,
- when I enter its field, I am surrounded by a golden light, a cloud, and I float without the help of any wings,
- it's like a shower of healing energy, I'm melting in this energy,
- energy itself doesn't carry consciousness; I have to seek out its creator. I don't know who produces it; if it's some being, it must have incredibly positive intentions for other beings. Such a generator of energy, perhaps even infinite unconditional love,
- AOL: such a Jesus for all beings,
- AOL: such a caring Teddy Bear from a fairy tale,
- the energy carries the message of gentleness and warmth and a gift for all beings, I associate it with feminine qualities,
- AOL: Our Lady of Częstochowa, the Black Madonna, takes care of Jesus, they have golden halos,
- the subject is infinitely gentle, warm, understanding, has an incredible gift of patience for all souls,
- this is not a spirit guide or angel: this being would never bring hardship or any suffering to anyone,
- If I were a soul, I would want to be treated by her, like a mother, caregiver or nurse,
- this gentleness and safety is disarming: the energy of love breaks all emotional ice, conflicts, resolves all disputes, I feel like I'm on a high,
- If it were applied to all people on Earth, we would achieve instant paradise. There would be no suffering, no fighting, no selfishness; everyone would love everyone else and work for the common good. Of course, there would also be no killing of animals or other beings; universal veganism would emerge.
- this energy is what would save humanity from itself, the true Age of Aquarius. This is therefore one of the solutions for humanity's bright future,
- such a mother - Gaia, but on a scale wider than the planet, some kind of all-spiritual,
- I don't feel any consciousness associated with a human being or a soul: the nature of this energy is completely different. There's no mention of incarnation, karma, or experience. Pure love. Candy-like, rainbow-colored,
- you can't talk to her on a rational level, only exchange feelings of love, care, understanding, and acceptance. A completely different kind of consciousness,
- why don't we live in this space?
