My Total Self

A very unique RV session, because the topic was both common and separate for viewers. We explored the spiritual part of our consciousness = soul = MTS (My Total Self), but each of us in our own way, i.e. from a very personal angle. All session participants found themselves (in their own?) non-physical space, presented in a personalized and symbolic way for them. There were also many common elements (synchronisms) between viewers, which could confirm the theory of a unified field of  archetypes of the collective unconscious (see Carl Gustav Jung), and perhaps also constitute evidence of a coherent and "objective" image of the spiritual world?

MTS: I don't remember where I first heard this name: Robert Monroe, Bruce Moen, or Jarosław Bzoma 😀.

I will divide my transcript from this RV session into 2 parts:

1. In the first one, I describe spiritual beings moving around a dark object, something like a black hole or even the entire material universe. Beings are not interested in physicality, they are bored with it,
2. In the second one, I focus on luminous balls - consciousnesses into which spiritual beings fly, visit and practice "infinite Erasmus" 🤣. This is the main purpose of their existence,

At the end of the article I add an extract from the reports of other participants, I try to show their visions and common elements 😎.

1. 1. • Physical part,
        
        
        • circular, spiral, directed towards the center of the circle, deeper,
        • I'm constantly in this circular spin, I'm flying around, but there's "something" in the middle of the circle
        • the circle is flat, it resembles the event horizon in "Stargate", I can view it from any side. Passage , portal, membrane, gate, (Article: Membrane, barrier, veil of oblivion, capsule of recalling memories)
        • a structure that separates one space (quality) from another, like a membrane, an infinitely thin mirror. I can fly into this membrane, but I can't see the other side. When I fly into the membrane, I melt, disintegrate, just like in Stargate, but I don't go anywhere else, I am just like the membrane: completely flat, like a subatomic layer, I cease to exist in the original space. I lose my shape, I become one with everything around me. 
        • AOL: black hole event horizon, (Article: Black hole),
          
          
          
          
      • the strange thing is that I don't go anywhere, I don't fly any further, I'm in this membrane and I lose form, but I still exist. Everything gets there and ceases to exist, melts, melts, becomes flat, spreads like butter on a micro-micro scale,
      • I see creatures similar to me around me, they look with some amusement at my attempts to fly into the object. I fly in, disintegrate and fly back out unchanged. They look at me indulgently, as if I were a young kitten: let him try it for himself and see that it is nothing interesting or worth attention 😄. For them it is just a circular object, one of many, that does not change anything in their existence, it is like a toy for them, they will spin it like a top, look at it and fly away, (Article: Consciousness souls spirits) .
      • the object moves in a rotational motion, and the entire circle rotates around the vertical axis of symmetry, a bit as if on a thread. It spins like a spinning coin on the edge,
        
        
        
        
      • there are many such circles separated by huge distances, in the space between them you can move freely ,
      • these circles resemble black holes and the absorption of matter. Matter comes and goes, disintegrates, melts, (Article: (Multi)Universe),
      • spiritual beings laugh at it, nothing concerns them, it's just the world and the material process,
      • the only consciousnesses I sense are those beings around, the object itself has no consciousness at all,
      • a "dry" transfer takes place there, as if it were physical. About an object, a process, a mechanism, a part of a designed reality machine, (comment: or maybe an incarnation? Article: Models of souls and incarnations),
      • non-physical beings have wings like archangels or swallows, depending on how you look at them, it's just a metaphor. The metaphor concerns free "flight" or movement in non-physical space, freedom from the limitations of space and time, (Articles: Archangel-Seraph, Time),
      • probably even everyone is satisfied with the lack of gravity of matter and dependence on the gravity of the physical world,
      • a black space that "sucks", a dark funnel meaning "not shining", black, soulless, mechanical, without consciousness,
      • they still knock on the non-physical forehead and ask why I am so insistent on examining this object?
        
        
        
        
        
2. Non-physical part,
   
   
   • • And although I am much more interested in light, there are such points, something is happening there, there is some energy, change, heat, attraction, interaction,
     • o: and you can jump and fly through the light,
     • each of these lights looks like a Source God, except there are a lot of them. Each of these lights takes you to the "other side", there is a different light there, you can jump endlessly, (Article: God = Creator = Source = Energy of All),
     • jumps from one spiritual space to another, other worlds, layers, qualities, planes of existence. It 's like visiting friends in another city or country. Consciousnesses travel, talk to other consciousnesses, and then fly on, like infinite Erasmus 🤣,
     • each light is a separate spiritual being (God) and at the same time the entire spiritual world within,
     • you can jump from one God to another, from any color to choose, whatever you want, full freedom of experience,
     • fractal, recursive, everything is both outside and inside at the same time, there is no scale, there is no big or small,
     • everything is a common part of everything anyway, it's a bit of a matter of tuning or selecting vibrations, but for me it's just a matter of convention,
     • I can be both a small point and the whole world, i.e. God, at the same time.
       

A subjective extract from the reports of other viewers, let's synchronize with me, marked in green, between other participants in blue.

Kamil:

• Fractal, octopus, tentacles, spiral, symmetry, collages. Slow movement, membrane, gentle movement - something very flexible. Slow movements forward and backward. Mental association - black hole. Galaxy - I feel a strong absorption, drawing in,
• Something suspended in space. I tried to go there, but it was some kind of tunnel, a vein, very energetic, something started to spin me very quickly, but I wasn't transported anywhere, just "spit out" more,
• I have the impression that the goal itself is very conscious, some kind of independent organism. I also had a small prelude to the session about Archangels, but now I have the impression that the goal itself is part of the universe, and not an independent entity. I may be wrong here, but I noticed a semi-transparent aura, which could indicate that it is part of space, 
• Mental association the lungs of the universe, the membrane too,

Patryk Kleśta:

• AOL: The Matrix movie and the scene where green numbers and letters fly from top to bottom. I understand it to be about some "backend",
• I am attracted by the vision of a large neural network that I can move around. I have the impression that what I see are not neurons but rather timelines,
• from my physical perspective, this concept seems abstract to me - as if a higher dimension than time and space, but just moving through time and in another dimension, as if through different times. It feels like time travel, but it's not like I imagined it before
• I think of it as an analogy of a single thread and creating a string from it. As if every being or even atom in the Universe had a thread attached to it and this represents one time line (although each atom has an infinite number of them), in addition, each atom is somewhere - e.g. on the surface of the Earth and the Earth rotates and moves, which causes these threads to intertwine. all the threads into a rope. Additionally, other planets and galaxies intertwine in the same way, creating what I described at the beginning as a neural network,
• it is like a record of everything that is happening - and after twisting, some areas of this network are next to each other and it is possible to influence one strand on the surrounding ones, but the influence on strands far apart is minimal,
• lack of judgment and division into good and evil, accepting everything and understanding that everything is necessary,
• I don't sense any consciousness in this, but rather an algorithm and variously filling reservoirs or indicators that determine with their weight the direction of further changes,

Jacek:

• everything around is white and quiet, as if in fog. I feel like I'm traveling through this fog. I move without reference points and without gravity,
• hey... it's strange, because this journey does not end... it is somehow "significant" in itself. The process of moving without reference points. Supposedly in space, but in space it should be black, but it is white,
• this is a journey that does not aim to change places. This isn't the kind of journey it's about
• this is being. A completely different version of the journey,
• everything around is the same, in fact there is nothing, and I am on the move. In constant constant movement and constant change. However, this change is not noticeable,
• This feeling is very moving, momentous, sublime, very pleasant,
• If I'm not mistaken, what I described above represents awareness, at such a level that there is nothing specific anymore, because it doesn't have to be. Any outline is unnecessary because it would be a limitation, or rather a simplification. This would result in a reduction of the facts.
• In other words, the target has (uses) absolute consciousness, or something close to it. Alternatively, if the "goal" is not an entity (and I don't feel like it is personified to me), then within the goal, such a level of awareness takes place,
• Damn, the experience of "absolute consciousness" was very wonderful, I still have goosebumps and slight tremors of my whole body. Of course I assume it was just a sample and to the best of my ability, but it was great,

Edyta:

• sphere = shining star  and large radius,
• peace, tranquility, as if illuminated paradise, brightness,
• there are many spiritual beings, but I don't see them, I only feel them. As if I felt the presence of the same beings that I saw in the session about the Vatican, but something pulls me out of it, as if I had to "swim" further, where there is less clarity,
• this ray "cut" my body, as if it marked it, but something is constantly pulling me beyond it - some force, at most neutral, as if I had to fight to stay in this bright place,
• interesting, because during meditation, when you were talking about the inner connection, I saw a kind of crack on the chest, and now this light in the same place seems to "mark" its people, baptism style. It means beings and appears before people/beings enter this bright space,
• this "bright paradise" - it seems small from the outside, but inside it is infinitely large/spacious. Something like the sky seen from a plane, with light clouds. Something "where you fall asleep forever",
• when you squint your eyes for a moment, suddenly your soul accelerates. It covers large distances very quickly, at the speed of light, at the end it collides with a wall, falls down - and there is "fog" / "milk" and you can't see anything now,
• you have to be there for a while, but someone lends a helping hand. I don't know who, but this creature is supposed to help me lead somewhere, I have to trust it, it holds my hand and we sail (I only see my hand in the fog). I guess it's about trusting and letting yourself be guided, because I can't see anything and I don't know where to go,
• ha, I think I returned to the same place - "bright paradise", but now I hear better and maybe I see a little better. It's definitely louder, lots of laughing voices of fun,
• However, I don't feel "fulfilled" here. I'm kind of always a stranger. I guess these paradises are boring,
• but it's probably some kind of waiting room, I don't sense the highest spiritual beings here. Maybe they're watching, but they're not here officially. This place is a bit artificial,
• Generally, there is nowhere to "hide". I can't see much myself, I only hear laughter, and I feel like I'm in a frying pan = being watched. But why? I'm not doing anything...
• I'm there all the time. As if I had fought a battle. It was very quick, maybe something like "all the lifetimes" rolled through me. Bad and good. But it was so fast that I felt like I was just spinning, feeling in my body,
• then I raised my head - above this "luminous paradise, maybe purgatory" - as if it were a big cocoon,
• because there is still this big rebellion inside me, it keeps "confusing" me and I go against the grain. I don't know if I want to be there, and I don't know if I want to leave this place,
• sometimes it throws me out of this place - as if I were sticking my head out of the window,
• I just can't rest, and there's nothing to do there. I calmed down when it occurred to me that maybe it wasn't me who was supposed to "rest" or "purify myself" there, but that I had some other role, less boring,
  

Z:

• A dark tunnel, so immaterial, at the end there is a state of weightlessness. What seems important is that the tunnel is parallel. In this space of weightlessness, I glimpsed some entities, but it was empty,
• This entity is an Archangel or a being similar to those in the Archangel sessions,
• This being has some connection with me. how would we be on a similar level?
• This is probably me in another dimension. I also felt an influx of vital energy,
• It is such an immaterial entity. When I grabbed his hand, he disappeared and I couldn't see his face. It reminds me a lot of archangels, but it's like a part of me, or it's energetically similar to me. When I noticed it, it was spinning in a circle in this space, counterclockwise. in this space I heard loud laughter, I like to laugh like that myself,
• In this space I can levitate, lie down and float on my back. It gives a very nice feeling. There are more elements there, I can feel it, but it's like I haven't noticed them yet. There is a cloud I can lie on. I feel better on this cloud than in my magical garden,