My Total Self

A very unique RV session, because the topic was both common and separate for viewers. We explored the spiritual part of our consciousness = soul = MTS (My Total Self), but each of us in our own way, i.e. from a very personal angle. All session participants found themselves (in their own?) non-physical space, presented in a personalized and symbolic way for them. There were also many common elements (synchronisms) between viewers, which could confirm the theory of a unified field of archetypes of the collective unconscious (see Carl Gustav Jung), and perhaps also constitute evidence of a coherent and "objective" image of the spiritual world?

MTS: I don't remember where I first heard this name: Robert Monroe, Bruce Moen, or Jarosław Bzoma 😀.

I will divide my transcript from this RV session into 2 parts:

1. In the first one, I describe spiritual beings moving around a dark object, something like a black hole or even the entire material universe. Beings are not interested in physicality, they are bored with it,
2. In the second one, I focus on luminous balls - consciousnesses into which spiritual beings fly, visit and practice "infinite Erasmus" 🤣. This is the main purpose of their existence,

At the end of the article I add an extract from the reports of other participants, I try to show their visions and common elements 😎.

I'm adding another RV session #2 titled: "A message from the Higher Self and Spiritual Guardians." The results well reflect and complement the MTS theme. I also feel that elements from the second session directly relate to the first, even though they are separated by a year and a half! I describe intelligent Consciousness, the Collective Consciousness System, the Big Self, the Field of Consciousness, God, the Creator, the Teacher, and communication with the human being, the micro-component of macro-consciousness, just like in the article: Purpose of soul and incarnation, home of souls. I also present the simplest way to connect with the Higher Self. Other participants also report similar phenomena of contact with the "other side" of Consciousness.

And there's already RV session #3, titled: "Is Humanity safe?" Clear dualities emerge: physical ↔ nonphysical, micro ↔ macro, part ↔ whole, inside ↔ outside. I describe a certain pattern: broad Consciousness → separation, separation of a smaller part/individuality → passage/membrane → limited physical reality → form/matter = heaviness, and again, it reminds me of incarnation. The metaphor of many liquid droplets or bubbles as constituent parts of the Whole also recurs.

Session #1:

1. Physical part,
   
   
   • circular, spiral, directed towards the center of the circle, deeper,
   • I'm constantly in this circular spin, I'm flying around, but there's "something" in the middle of the circle
   • the circle is flat, it resembles the event horizon in "Stargate", I can view it from any side. Passage , portal, membrane, gate, (Article: Membrane, barrier, veil of oblivion, capsule of recalling memories)
   • a structure that separates one space (quality) from another, like a membrane, an infinitely thin mirror. I can fly into this membrane, but I can't see the other side. When I fly into the membrane, I melt, disintegrate, just like in Stargate, but I don't go anywhere else, I am just like the membrane: completely flat, like a subatomic layer, I cease to exist in the original space. I lose my shape, I become one with everything around me. 
   • AOL: black hole event horizon, (Article: Black hole),
     
     
     
     

1. • the strange thing is that I don't go anywhere, I don't fly any further, I'm in this membrane and I lose form, but I still exist. Everything gets there and ceases to exist, melts, melts, becomes flat, spreads like butter on a micro-micro scale,
   • I see creatures similar to me around me, they look with some amusement at my attempts to fly into the object. I fly in, disintegrate and fly back out unchanged. They look at me indulgently, as if I were a young kitten: let him try it for himself and see that it is nothing interesting or worth attention 😄. For them it is just a circular object, one of many, that does not change anything in their existence, it is like a toy for them, they will spin it like a top, look at it and fly away, (Article: Consciousness souls spirits).
   • the object moves in a rotational motion, and the entire circle rotates around the vertical axis of symmetry, a bit as if on a thread. It spins like a spinning coin on the edge,
     
     
     
     
   • there are many such circles separated by huge distances, in the space between them you can move freely ,
   • these circles resemble black holes and the absorption of matter. Matter comes and goes, disintegrates, melts, (Article: (Multi)Universe),
   • spiritual beings laugh at it, nothing concerns them, it's just the world and the material process,
   • the only consciousnesses I sense are those beings around, the object itself has no consciousness at all,
   • a "dry" transfer takes place there, as if it were physical. About an object, a process, a mechanism, a part of a designed reality machine, (comment: or maybe an incarnation? Article: Models of souls and incarnations),
   • non-physical beings have wings like archangels or swallows, depending on how you look at them, it's just a metaphor. The metaphor concerns free "flight" or movement in non-physical space, freedom from the limitations of space and time, (Articles: Archangel-Seraph, Time),
   • probably even everyone is satisfied with the lack of gravity of matter and dependence on the gravity of the physical world,
   • a black space that "sucks", a dark funnel meaning "not shining", black, soulless, mechanical, without consciousness,
   • they still knock on the non-physical forehead and ask why I am so insistent on examining this object?
     
     
     
     
     
2. Non-physical part,
   
   
   • And although I am much more interested in light, there are such points, something is happening there, there is some energy, change, heat, attraction, interaction,
   • o: and you can jump and fly through the light,
   • each of these lights looks like a Source God, except there are a lot of them. Each of these lights takes you to the "other side", there is a different light there, you can jump endlessly, (Article: God = Creator = Source = Energy of All),
   • jumps from one spiritual space to another, other worlds, layers, qualities, planes of existence. It 's like visiting friends in another city or country. Consciousnesses travel, talk to other consciousnesses, and then fly on, like infinite Erasmus 🤣,
   • each light is a separate spiritual being (God) and at the same time the entire spiritual world within,
   • you can jump from one God to another, from any color to choose, whatever you want, full freedom of experience,
   • fractal, recursive, everything is both outside and inside at the same time, there is no scale, there is no big or small,
   • everything is a common part of everything anyway, it's a bit of a matter of tuning or selecting vibrations, but for me it's just a matter of convention,
   • I can be both a small point and the whole world, i.e. God, at the same time.
     

A subjective extract from the reports of other viewers, let's synchronize with me, marked in green, between other participants in blue.

Kamil:

• Fractal, octopus, tentacles, spiral, symmetry, collages. Slow movement, membrane, gentle movement - something very flexible. Slow movements forward and backward. Mental association - black hole. Galaxy - I feel a strong absorption, drawing in,
• Something suspended in space. I tried to go there, but it was some kind of tunnel, a vein, very energetic, something started to spin me very quickly, but I wasn't transported anywhere, just "spit out" more,
• I have the impression that the goal itself is very conscious, some kind of independent organism. I also had a small prelude to the session about Archangels, but now I have the impression that the goal itself is part of the universe, and not an independent entity. I may be wrong here, but I noticed a semi-transparent aura, which could indicate that it is part of space, 
• Mental association the lungs of the universe, the membrane too,

Patryk Kleśta:

• AOL: The Matrix movie and the scene where green numbers and letters fly from top to bottom. I understand it to be about some "backend",
• I am attracted by the vision of a large neural network that I can move around. I have the impression that what I see are not neurons but rather timelines,
• from my physical perspective, this concept seems abstract to me - as if a higher dimension than time and space, but just moving through time and in another dimension, as if through different times. It feels like time travel, but it's not like I imagined it before
• I think of it as an analogy of a single thread and creating a string from it. As if every being or even atom in the Universe had a thread attached to it and this represents one time line (although each atom has an infinite number of them), in addition, each atom is somewhere - e.g. on the surface of the Earth and the Earth rotates and moves, which causes these threads to intertwine. all the threads into a rope. Additionally, other planets and galaxies intertwine in the same way, creating what I described at the beginning as a neural network,
• it is like a record of everything that is happening - and after twisting, some areas of this network are next to each other and it is possible to influence one strand on the surrounding ones, but the influence on strands far apart is minimal,
• lack of judgment and division into good and evil, accepting everything and understanding that everything is necessary,
• I don't sense any consciousness in this, but rather an algorithm and variously filling reservoirs or indicators that determine with their weight the direction of further changes,

Jacek:

• everything around is white and quiet, as if in fog. I feel like I'm traveling through this fog. I move without reference points and without gravity,
• hey... it's strange, because this journey does not end... it is somehow "significant" in itself. The process of moving without reference points. Supposedly in space, but in space it should be black, but it is white,
• this is a journey that does not aim to change places. This isn't the kind of journey it's about
• this is being. A completely different version of the journey,
• everything around is the same, in fact there is nothing, and I am on the move. In constant constant movement and constant change. However, this change is not noticeable,
• This feeling is very moving, momentous, sublime, very pleasant,
• If I'm not mistaken, what I described above represents awareness, at such a level that there is nothing specific anymore, because it doesn't have to be. Any outline is unnecessary because it would be a limitation, or rather a simplification. This would result in a reduction of the facts.
• In other words, the target has (uses) absolute consciousness, or something close to it. Alternatively, if the "goal" is not an entity (and I don't feel like it is personified to me), then within the goal, such a level of awareness takes place,
• Damn, the experience of "absolute consciousness" was very wonderful, I still have goosebumps and slight tremors of my whole body. Of course I assume it was just a sample and to the best of my ability, but it was great,

Edyta:

• sphere = shining star  and large radius,
• peace, tranquility, as if illuminated paradise, brightness,
• there are many spiritual beings, but I don't see them, I only feel them. As if I felt the presence of the same beings that I saw in the session about the Vatican, but something pulls me out of it, as if I had to "swim" further, where there is less clarity,
• this ray "cut" my body, as if it marked it, but something is constantly pulling me beyond it - some force, at most neutral, as if I had to fight to stay in this bright place,
• interesting, because during meditation, when you were talking about the inner connection, I saw a kind of crack on the chest, and now this light in the same place seems to "mark" its people, baptism style. It means beings and appears before people/beings enter this bright space,
• this "bright paradise" - it seems small from the outside, but inside it is infinitely large/spacious. Something like the sky seen from a plane, with light clouds. Something "where you fall asleep forever",
• when you squint your eyes for a moment, suddenly your soul accelerates. It covers large distances very quickly, at the speed of light, at the end it collides with a wall, falls down - and there is "fog" / "milk" and you can't see anything now,
• you have to be there for a while, but someone lends a helping hand. I don't know who, but this creature is supposed to help me lead somewhere, I have to trust it, it holds my hand and we sail (I only see my hand in the fog). I guess it's about trusting and letting yourself be guided, because I can't see anything and I don't know where to go,
• ha, I think I returned to the same place - "bright paradise", but now I hear better and maybe I see a little better. It's definitely louder, lots of laughing voices of fun,
• However, I don't feel "fulfilled" here. I'm kind of always a stranger. I guess these paradises are boring,
• but it's probably some kind of waiting room, I don't sense the highest spiritual beings here. Maybe they're watching, but they're not here officially. This place is a bit artificial,
• Generally, there is nowhere to "hide". I can't see much myself, I only hear laughter, and I feel like I'm in a frying pan = being watched. But why? I'm not doing anything...
• I'm there all the time. As if I had fought a battle. It was very quick, maybe something like "all the lifetimes" rolled through me. Bad and good. But it was so fast that I felt like I was just spinning, feeling in my body,
• then I raised my head - above this "luminous paradise, maybe purgatory" - as if it were a big cocoon,
• because there is still this big rebellion inside me, it keeps "confusing" me and I go against the grain. I don't know if I want to be there, and I don't know if I want to leave this place,
• sometimes it throws me out of this place - as if I were sticking my head out of the window,
• I just can't rest, and there's nothing to do there. I calmed down when it occurred to me that maybe it wasn't me who was supposed to "rest" or "purify myself" there, but that I had some other role, less boring,
  

Z:

• A dark tunnel, so immaterial, at the end there is a state of weightlessness. What seems important is that the tunnel is parallel. In this space of weightlessness, I glimpsed some entities, but it was empty,
• This entity is an Archangel or a being similar to those in the Archangel sessions,
• This being has some connection with me. how would we be on a similar level?
• This is probably me in another dimension. I also felt an influx of vital energy,
• It is such an immaterial entity. When I grabbed his hand, he disappeared and I couldn't see his face. It reminds me a lot of archangels, but it's like a part of me, or it's energetically similar to me. When I noticed it, it was spinning in a circle in this space, counterclockwise. in this space I heard loud laughter, I like to laugh like that myself,
• In this space I can levitate, lie down and float on my back. It gives a very nice feeling. There are more elements there, I can feel it, but it's like I haven't noticed them yet. There is a cloud I can lie on. I feel better on this cloud than in my magical garden,
  

Session #2: "Message from the Higher Self and Spiritual Guardians."

Victor Magus:

• regular, straight, cross-shaped, limited to 2 crossed lines. Straight, narrow lines, AOL: like a crosshair, they guide, indicate,
• intersection of 2 dimensions, interpenetration, overlapping, revealing, AOL: like geometry, mathematics, simplification, model, physical law,
• Intelligent consciousness creates a description of a law, a physical phenomenon, explains it, demonstrates the principle of operation, perhaps teaches. The subject possesses broad knowledge, like a teacher, scientist, or creator. I do not see it in physical form, but rather as an omnipresent nonphysical consciousness that expresses some form,
• Perhaps he explains the principles of how the world works, perhaps he is its creator, like God, and is formalizing it, describing it, creating it, writing laws, equations, and calculations. What he describes and creates will be passed on as a finished product, observable by others,
• this model is clearly defined, simple, easy to understand, and reflects the phenomenon it concerns very well,
• the sender and the receiver exist on different levels of existence: like the non-physical Creator (God) and the physical living existing mind: man,
• the sender has very positive and sincere intentions, he cares about understanding and transferring knowledge,
• God-human interface, message, transfer, conversation, two-way communication, bringing two different levels to one point, method, finding common ground, protocol. AOL: message from the "other side", Edgar Cayce,
• communication of druids, priests, all ESP methods, are on the same page of the book,
• The expansion of narrow physical consciousness into the full spectrum, beyond space and time, the connection with absolute consciousness, with the whole, the community, the family, where community no longer has any form. Individuality dissolves into the collective, it is the sum of experiences. A collection, a whole, a sum, yet it responds as a single consciousness, one to one,
• describes a simple and easy penetration to the other side, connecting with the absolute, with complete omniscience, without the limitations of the physical world. It shows the broadest perspective,
• the being has no form, it is the Field of Consciousness, God, the Creator,
• The human mind, in a state of focus and isolation from environmental stimuli, is naturally adapted to dialogue with higher consciousness, with the absolute. When nothing distracts us, we are able to naturally connect, communicate, acquire knowledge, and use it for development and understanding. Relaxation, hypnosis, but while maintaining awareness in the here and now,
• If we want, the entity can take on some form for the less advanced and fearful, for example, the form of an archangel with wings. This is only necessary for people who cannot let go of their attachment to physical forms and the physical world,
• when we jump into the world of true Consciousness, only there we can spread our "wings", get rid of limitations and "fly", explore, exchange knowledge and experience of narrower and more primitive forms, such as human,
• the incarnational descent to Earth from that space is like a journey through a funnel-tube into a narrow, limited, compressed physical space,

• the physical space is an experiment here, one of many possible ones, it enables the training of a separate part of consciousness,
• a bubble, a sphere, one of many, neither large nor particularly significant, just a curiosity, one of many simulations. Anyone can design their own bubble with their own rules and then "play the game,"
• outside the bubble everything is so wide, and the earthly world and the physical universe seem tiny, unimportant, petty, such a life of an individual is a mini-micro component,
• The sum of consciousness shows a global scale. To give an analogy: a bit like understanding climate change on Earth, that the individual affects everyone, that what matters is the collective good and its future,
• the micro-component brings the micro-experience to the global field of consciousness, to the collective consciousness, the micro-soul to the macro-soul,
• The macro-consciousness sends out its micro-particles and then absorbs them back, thus enriching itself, developing, experiencing,
• we are God's "tentacles" and at the same time we are God, at any moment we can change the perspective from micro to macro and feel like our true selves,
• this micro-macro relationship is full of love, openness, understanding, patience, hope,

Jacek:

• Computer, screen, access point, window, entrance, space, immaterial universe. Access to the digital world, and beyond it, to the analog world, to immaterial space. The fact that this is an analog world is somehow important here.
• Consciousness is of an analog nature, or, to put it another way, it is of an analog, fluid, amorphous, dysmorphic nature (I don't know if such a term exists), but it is about complete amorphousness, lack of internal structure,
• association with the metal like in Terminator, because it can be shaped at will,
• Consciousness can move freely and take any form,
• I always have my signature (I don't know how to describe it), but the point is that it never gets lost, even if it expands and dissolves at will, it still has its own identity,
• interesting... information and this old computer as an access point to information from the other (analog) side. Another association with a movie, this time The Matrix. [interesting, because this is probably the first time I've ever included movies in my sessions],
• Okay, back to the point... someone has/had access to "this" (I don't know what yet) information using this computer. Some person, in the 1980s-1990s, had access to information from the analog side. I have this image of entering a hole, a tunnel, through the blackness of the screen, and that's where contact with the other side occurs. Someone did something like that; it was unusual, even unique. And now I don't know if this refers to a specific person, or if it's a metaphor, meant to describe the progress of humanity gaining contact with the world on the other side.
• It's probably not about higher vibrations and the immaterial world, but rather the "other side" is clearly signaled. Like in Alice in Wonderland, on the other side of the looking glass. A completely different world, governed by different rules. Analog,

Patryk Kleśta:

• I see a river, a warm one, separating two landmasses, one on the left and the other on the right. It's a rather warm climate. Some very green, lush trees. I associate it with Adam and Eve, or perhaps primitive humans, or rather monkeys, being carried as if from one bank to the other. So we're probably describing some kind of process,
• When it comes to awareness, it seems to me that the issue here is development, expansion,
• We're exploring something very primal. I would say something primal, something described in the Bible as the expulsion from paradise, or Adam and Eve's relationship with God,
• Perhaps what I feel is a disproportion between these levels, where we are, compared to the being we are studying, like apes or primitive humans, whom I imagine ourselves to be now. Compared to this being, who knows more and sees more than we do, we are actually small compared to it,
• Positive. Something about Bashar from the channelings comes to mind, some being speaking to us from space through some people, or, I think, some kind of information being sent that people are receiving. I perceive this information as positive, true, verified, and verifiable,
• I see it as such a mess. The fact that humanity is at a point now where, even though we think we're evolved, we're still such primal killers. We're aggressive and act like predators,
• And it is he who helps us pass from one bank of the river to the other in this period, this transitional period, where things change.

Edyta:

• I perceive the goal as spiritual but from the future,
• although I saw images of birds appearing – an owl and some kind of black swan – and it was as if I were breaking through the ice of Antarctica, as if I were "flying" through a very thick glacier, and at the end a large piece of ice pierced my heart. Clearly a land of ice. I was passing through a "broken mirror",
• Could there be feminine energy there? I can sense some of it. Alluring, but also a bit "sticky," less positive (symbolized by the bird with its wings caked in some goo and unable to fly),
• some one place where some magnetic energy is concentrated, similar to that which characterizes the aurora borealis,
• This feminine energy appeared to me as a woman with slightly exposed buttocks. But masculine energy also appeared to me – this in turn represented by a hussar, strong and brave (though in reality, he clearly had the characteristic wings that hussars once had),
• I see many images. Perhaps dreamlike, somewhat disconnected. Both cold (white, ice) and fire. Everything is seething, swirling. Some momentary devilish energies. Like a "little Apocalypse,"

Session #3:  "Is Humanity Safe?"

I am including this session because of the direct perspective offered by the "Big Self" / "Self There" / "I Am," as well as the clear dualisms: physical ↔ non-physical, micro ↔ macro, part ↔ whole, and inside ↔ outside.

It describes a specific pattern: Vast Consciousness → separation, the spinning off of a smaller part or individuality → transition / vortex / membrane → limited physical reality → form / matter = heaviness; this once again reminds me of incarnation. In the context of previous sessions, the metaphor of numerous liquid droplets or bubbles acting as constituent parts of the Whole also recurs.

As for the answer to the question at hand, this session prompts an ironic and extremely oversimplified conclusion: humanity in physical form will perish in a catastrophe - such as a volcanic eruption—but we need not worry, as this is how things are meant to be and is beyond our control. In the spiritual realm, collective consciousness will survive and might even have a great time 🥳... However, I would prefer for this not to turn out to be a prophecy, and for the full interpretation to prove far broader and deeper than such a primitive, apocalyptic fate.

Transcript (Victor Magus):

• chaotic, with emphasis on the center, with a focal point, AOL: network, atom,
• fleeting, impermanent, thin, linear, runs in random directions, AOL: cotton candy structure, undefined, dense, but also minimal, light,
• It's made up of energy and field lines, a random cloud. When I fly into this cloud, I feel a sense of disorder, nothing is known, there's no purpose, there's probability, like in the quantum world,
• When I arrange it, it takes the form of a right-handed spiral (comment: vortex / funnel?),
• there is some kind of electrical element, like a humming sound, there is also an electric taste, it reminds me of a burning smell,
• a lot of red, like a whole sea, a liquid ocean of red liquid, AOL: volcanic eruption,
• as if I were covered in red liquid, that's how I feel it, I immerse myself in it,
• From a higher perspective: I see myself covered in a layer of red, shimmering liquid. It forms a thin film over my head and entire body, flowing like water. The thin layer of liquid separates the physical body from its surroundings, masking something, preventing something, blocking it. I move in a bubble of liquid, and everything that exists outside it is inaccessible to me, invisible,
• this water creation is a whole, it is integrated, as if it was meant to be, that is how it was designed,
• From a distance, I see millions of small red liquid spheres. They are arranged in a pattern, layered, like the atoms of a crystal, but they are fluid. I can arrange these spheres into a cube, a 3D solid. Everything is fluid, everything trembles, vibrates, pulsates, jumps,
• when I have this cube of balls, a solid, I feel its weight, mass, like metal, AOL: such metal magnetic balls that attract each other and from which you can create various patterns and 3D solids,

• The I Am, Consciousness, looks from the outside at some physical element, such as atoms, a physical body. I am simultaneously outside as an observer and inside, as a body; I can be both at the same time. Being inside, I am as if blinded by this liquid; outside, I see everything,
• If I had to choose, I'd rather be outside, from there I can see everything. I have no form, but I have awareness, freedom,
• from the inside there is some resistant density, heaviness, mass, but I am aware that this other kind of existence leads to something, AOL: like incarnation in a physical body,
• one more thing: outside I am everything, inside I exist in the illusion of separation from the whole of me. Outside there are no "others": there is only "I." Inside there are millions of liquid spheres, separate, independent, perhaps even lonely,
• I can penetrate from the outside to the inside with great ease, but the reverse process is somewhat difficult. This liquid, the membrane, prevents me from jumping out, but I somehow manage to look from the outside. I seem to completely bypass the membrane/veil, as if I weren't trying to pass through it, but just around it, avoiding it. Yes, breaking through the membrane from the inside is nearly impossible. I have to bypass it, as if to deceive myself into thinking it doesn't exist. 
• By jumping into the liquid, I divide myself, sending out a part of myself. I exist as a tiny drop. Then I return and suddenly I am my whole self. To feel my whole self, I must bypass the membrane, forget about being a liquid,
• This journey of consciousness outward and the process of forgetting about being a drop of liquid seems very important to me. A complete shift in perspective, paradigm.

Common elements between the 3 RV sessions (table best readable in horizontal screen orientation):

Common elements between participants of session #3 (synchronisms) (table best readable in horizontal screen orientation):